Posts Tagged ‘wondering’

One thing I tried shortly after writing the post below this one was writing with my eyes closed.
You know.
Just grabbing a pen, some paper(in my case, a journal)and closing your eyes and just going at it.
Not thinking.
Only feeling.
What came out looking somewhat like a child’s scribbles soon became much, much more than that.
I noticed statements [...]


Do I still love her?


The number of blog posts I have in a day should say something about how often things have been occuring to me, lately… XD
I will give this all some thought…
But right now, I really do feel like I can wait for her.
However, some people have asked if I know she’ll take me back.
And the thing [...]


I wonder. :)

29Jan09

Don’t get me wrong-I’m happy. XD
But, reading what she wrote today left me wondering.
What exactly is she implying? :|


Transcendence?

28Jan09

I need to get past all of this.
I’m beginning to think that all I’m doing by keeping the way I feel is giving her more chances to fuck me up.
I find it hard to believe that she doesn’t want to hurt me.
Her anger is obvious-it’s just a shame that I feel she has it for [...]