Posts Tagged ‘sad’
Eyes wide with revelation.
I stumbled upon the single most random thing, today.
ZoĆ«’s old Facebook profile’s back up… With it, all our old pictures.
I feel so foolish for scanning all of them.
Now I’m not going to sleep easy.
But, in a way, remembering was nice, I guess….
I have to admit, though.
It’s not entirely pleasant to realize you feel about someone [...]
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Tags: missing, sad
Today.
It took so much to stop myself from taking out all my frustrations on him.
He didn’t do anything to me, but he is a blatant dick.
Perfect to let out all that pent-up anger on.
I wonder how she can expect me to go on like this.
Feeling so…
Left behind.
After everything I stated…
She paid no heed to me.
She [...]
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Tags: alone, depressed, empty, ruined, sad, terrible, worthless
Why?
Why is it that reading those few insignificant lines, those worthless pixels, destroy everything for me?
I don’t understand.
If there is a God, hear me out…
You fucking suck. A shitload.
All I’m trying to do is get on with my life.
Yet you somehow decide that all it takes to bring me back to my depression is thirteen [...]
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Tags: angry, ruined, sad
Things get hard to bear.
I cannot take how she thinks I was not worth believing in.
How she thinks that I was not real.
If only she knew how hard every single day has been.
She’s just fine. Just dandy.
My parents don’t hate her at all.
They don’t think she was a mistake.
She’s happy.
What about me?
I sit here.
Feeling dejected and worthless.
Once, during an [...]
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Tags: depressed, sad, serious, thinking
Something is wrong when…
You are sad.
Evidently.
But… No. That’s the least of my problems.
I worry because I have started asking myself strange questions.
Questions stranger than “if you suck your own dick, does that make you gay?”
No…
Something is wrong when you ask yourself…
“If I were to hang myself, what would happen?”
And something is even more wrong when you ask:
“Will I [...]
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Tags: depressed, sad, serious