Posts Tagged ‘random’

Ironic.

10Nov09

Yeah…
That one word seems to pervade my thought processes.
Life goes on.
Slowly and surely. -_-
I’m tired.
I should stop thinking for a bit.


But I often hope you feel guilt or anguish for what you’ve put me through.
Outbursts aside, I’ve been feeling rather out of it.
I can’t even write properly…
It’s proving very frustrating, honestly.
I still have class in a few hours.
I best be getting some sleep.


So.

01Nov09

I’m feeling more unsettled than usual.
I usually compare my emotional state to an ocean;
Most times, I feel like I’ve got a very calm surface-all the violence lies in the undercurrent and such.
But at the moment, I feel like I’m being thrashed around in a storm.
I’m not entirely sure why.
In fact, I don’t really see very [...]


Some people are so busy running from their problems.
All they think is “I don’t want to deal with it so I’m going to leave it be.”
I’m guilty of this, admittedly, but…
The only thing someone is going to get out of ignoring immaterial problems (usually those on an emotional level) is more backfire later on.
I wish [...]


Admission.

28Oct09

I feel alone.
But…
Not quite.
Hmm.
I’m probably not making sense, but I might as well continue.
I want to write this out.
Let me expand;
I feel alone.
And I feel like no one can change that, for some reason.
How pessimistic of me, yeah?
But…
Hmm.
As usual, I am convinced that it’ll be fine sooner or later.
Leave it to the tides of fate.
That’s [...]