Posts Tagged ‘ponderous’

Do I still love her?


How everyone around me sounds so much more bitter than I do. :|
I am okay with it-and I hope they all learn to forgive, too. :)


The number of blog posts I have in a day should say something about how often things have been occuring to me, lately… XD
I will give this all some thought…
But right now, I really do feel like I can wait for her.
However, some people have asked if I know she’ll take me back.
And the thing [...]


Moments.

03Feb09

A few moments ago, I felt as if I had a gaping hole in my chest…
The effect of missing her, again.
I often sit back and wonder how many times I’m going to get that feeling until I can truly say I am content with everything…
But then I realize that worrying about it is insignificant and [...]


Transcendence?

28Jan09

I need to get past all of this.
I’m beginning to think that all I’m doing by keeping the way I feel is giving her more chances to fuck me up.
I find it hard to believe that she doesn’t want to hurt me.
Her anger is obvious-it’s just a shame that I feel she has it for [...]