Posts Tagged ‘melancholy’

Theory.

21Nov09

I’ve been hurt so much that I’ve become much less receptive as a result.
Or so I theorize…
I do hope I am wrong.
But somehow, I feel like I am right.
 


All these people that seem to just breeze past me.
These empty, soulless shells…
“Are they happy?”
And it occurred to me that they indeed were, for all intents and purposes happy.
But… Why?
Why couldn’t they think for themselves?
Why was it that their lives had to stop here?
How could this be the meaning to their lives?
The whole day left [...]


Honestly.

20Oct09

There’s a lot to admit.
But I won’t bother.
Maybe I’ll get the chance to admit, or rather clear things up when you decide to listen to me.
Until then, I’m probably doomed to cycling around like a midget on a unicycle.
What a downer.


I think.

13Oct09

I’ve been wasting my time.
Despair might have many faces, but she’s still despair in the end.
Melancholia; welcome back.


That at the end of my arduous trek to recover, I was “perfectly fine” only because I knew I had to be.
I let go what I could because I had to.
And I’m telling her to do so because she has to. Not only for my sake, but clearly for hers.
But that’s the irony in life.
Sometimes, [...]