Posts Tagged ‘melancholy’

Honestly.

20Oct09

There’s a lot to admit.
But I won’t bother.
Maybe I’ll get the chance to admit, or rather clear things up when you decide to listen to me.
Until then, I’m probably doomed to cycling around like a midget on a unicycle.
What a downer.


I think.

13Oct09

I’ve been wasting my time.
Despair might have many faces, but she’s still despair in the end.
Melancholia; welcome back.


That at the end of my arduous trek to recover, I was “perfectly fine” only because I knew I had to be.
I let go what I could because I had to.
And I’m telling her to do so because she has to. Not only for my sake, but clearly for hers.
But that’s the irony in life.
Sometimes, [...]


I must say.

05Oct09

I feel this weight upon myself again.
Melancholy it is.
There’s this strange sort of disappointment and weariness I feel.
Call it a terse sadness at certain signs I’ve been seeing.
Hmm.
I think I’ll let my journal figure out the rest of me tonight.


Query.

01Oct09

Why?
I don’t understand this.
Whatever this is.
All I know is I feel unsettled.
I feel wrong.
I feel…
Lost.
someone find me.