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So.
I’m feeling more unsettled than usual.
I usually compare my emotional state to an ocean;
Most times, I feel like I’ve got a very calm surface-all the violence lies in the undercurrent and such.
But at the moment, I feel like I’m being thrashed around in a storm.
I’m not entirely sure why.
In fact, I don’t really see very many reasons for me to be feeling like this. o_o
I’ll calm down soon.
As always…
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Some people are so busy running from their problems.
All they think is “I don’t want to deal with it so I’m going to leave it be.”
I’m guilty of this, admittedly, but…
The only thing someone is going to get out of ignoring immaterial problems (usually those on an emotional level) is more backfire later on.
I wish more people knew that.
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Again with the rain.
Since my room is the top floor, I really hear the rain…
Usually, I love it.
It reminds me of my security.
Makes sleep relaxing.
Makes me thankful to have a roof over my head.
But, tonight…
Yeah, it’s doing all that, but it’s also making me think of other things.
Where to begin?
Something about it reminds me of my troubles at the moment.
It seems to bare to me what I thought was beyond me already.
At least I know it’ll all be okay, though.
Hopelessness only holds it’s grasp on me for so long.
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You know what?
Who you are now makes me wonder…
What the fuck happened to you?
I need to stop being so aggressive.
So…
Meh.
Forget it.
I’m not even up to think about it.
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Admission.
I feel alone.
But…
Not quite.
Hmm.
I’m probably not making sense, but I might as well continue.
I want to write this out.
Let me expand;
I feel alone.
And I feel like no one can change that, for some reason.
How pessimistic of me, yeah?
But…
Hmm.
As usual, I am convinced that it’ll be fine sooner or later.
Leave it to the tides of fate.
That’s what I like doing, anyway.
And to think more about it could just tire me out even more.
I’m off.
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