i feel as if i’ve truly been replaced.
With the events from yesterday coupled with some minor revelations today

i’ve realized it just may be for the better to completely forget about what i was trying to hang on to

and instead truly focus on here
now
and make the most of what i’ve just come to face.

this is slightly depressing for me, but it’s nothing earth-shattering. I’ll be back to the usual pacing soon enough

i know that I can manage to run whatever it is I’m going to throw myself into decently

yesterday is done
focus on today
worry about tomorrow when it becomes now.

that’s all i should do, maybe.
apply myself harder
Do generally more things

and lastly

just fucking forget about it.

this is better.
yeah.

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