I realized something today.

08Nov09

I didn’t miss you at all.

No…

I only miss who you used to be.

Ironic, isn’t it?

I’m always here.

And it’s always because of your selfishness.

I’ve begun to believe that no matter how hopeless one feels for the time being, it will be remedied in all due time.

Human emotions are weak; such is our nature.

We are like this as a base property.
As one of our building bricks.

It’s sickening, really.

To be put through all this bullshit.

I wish I could feel normal again.

I miss normalcy.

I miss being able to smile day in and day out on my own volition.

If only I never had that faculty taken away from me.

I think I’m going to catch a little bit of sleep.

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