Archive for October, 2009

Some people are so busy running from their problems.
All they think is “I don’t want to deal with it so I’m going to leave it be.”
I’m guilty of this, admittedly, but…
The only thing someone is going to get out of ignoring immaterial problems (usually those on an emotional level) is more backfire later on.
I wish [...]


Since my room is the top floor, I really hear the rain…
Usually, I love it.
It reminds me of my security.
Makes sleep relaxing.
Makes me thankful to have a roof over my head.
But, tonight…
Yeah, it’s doing all that, but it’s also making me think of other things.
Where to begin?
Something about it reminds me of my troubles at [...]


You know what?

30Oct09

Who you are now makes me wonder…
What the fuck happened to you?
I need to stop being so aggressive.
So…
Meh.
Forget it.
I’m not even up to think about it.


Admission.

28Oct09

I feel alone.
But…
Not quite.
Hmm.
I’m probably not making sense, but I might as well continue.
I want to write this out.
Let me expand;
I feel alone.
And I feel like no one can change that, for some reason.
How pessimistic of me, yeah?
But…
Hmm.
As usual, I am convinced that it’ll be fine sooner or later.
Leave it to the tides of fate.
That’s [...]


Honestly.

20Oct09

There’s a lot to admit.
But I won’t bother.
Maybe I’ll get the chance to admit, or rather clear things up when you decide to listen to me.
Until then, I’m probably doomed to cycling around like a midget on a unicycle.
What a downer.