You know?

04Jul09

I hate the sort of fatigue you get from life when it confuses you.

Really.

Right now, my muscle pains and headache feel like nothing in comparison to the kind of tiredness I feel from dealing with life.

I never thought simply existing could be so tiring.

It’s like the whole world is bearing down upon you and nothing can be done about it…

Maybe I just need some sleep.

Sleep.

As far as I am concerned, it is the most absolute of isolations.

Sometimes that’s why I wish I could sleep for extended periods of time…

Isolated loneliness isn’t such a bad thing.

It’s almost flawless as an escape route, if you ask me.

And my escapist tendencies need that.

Somewhere away from all this confusion.

This lethargy…

This longing.

Sleep.

I think I’ll go do that right now.


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  1. 1 _ on July 4, 2009 said:

    Your blog depresses me.

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  2. 2 lookadistraction on July 6, 2009 said:

    Do forgive me. :)

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  3. 3 Nica on July 14, 2009 said:

    :))

    Off-topic: You have so many protected posts pala. :)) Google reader said. XP

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  4. 4 lookadistraction on July 14, 2009 said:

    I have like 2 protected ones lang!
    And two drafts.

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