Archive for July, 2009
Moot.
Amidst all of the tumbly mess that is a day, I have managed to:
Fall asleep 5 times in school,
Get insanely lost during choir practice,
Strongly disagree with my overly opinionated Technology and Home Economics teacher,
Be sentimental, for the first time in what feels like a long time,
Get(somewhat)caught in the middle of a heated, dramatic argument,
And feel [...]
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Here’s an old thought.
No matter how much you believe in yourself, or your capacity to make things work out, sometimes life is unforgiving and forces circumstances on you that just leave you no choice but to take it back.
Or sometimes, you just realize there’s only so much you can do as a person.
And you come upon your boundaries.
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Thought process.
I am attempting to be vague with myself so as to pique my interest.
If I blur the dividing lines between everything in my head-everything I need to think about, then maybe I’ll manage to get it all into one gigantic picture.
Into one grandiose portrait of my mind… A map of everything brewing within.
But then again, the human mind [...]
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Pensive.
In my current state of reflection, mixed with curiosity and a dash of anxiousness, I’ve managed to think about something.
About…
About the risk you’re taking when you’re going into any serious relationship.
Recent events have me wondering about other people and their second thoughts.
Wondering if they’re going to go take a dive again.
Anyone in general, really.
And I wasn’t really thinking [...]
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I mean nothing.
Sometimes, I have this strong urge to just write what might feel or seem like nonsense to everyone else.
(or what I hope will sound like nonsense.)
I believe it is because I have to make sense of everything moving around in my head?
Seems reasonable.
Best I start, yeah?
I want to be left alone, sometimes.
Then I contradict myself [...]
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