Lately?

18Jun09

Writer’s block.

Something is compelling me to try jumping over it, but it seems like too much to do.

Perhaps I can attribute my sudden lethargy to the derailment of my summer break.
I cut my hair. (this really bothers me)
I’m about to finish my first week of class.
And it all has me feeling so catatonic.

Like my life’s already been thrown into the brainless zombie-robot pattern.

I wake up.
Take a shower.
Eat my breakfast.
Walk to school.
Sit down for devotions.
Do my PACEs.
Eat more during recess.
Go back to PACEs.
Sit around and eat again at lunch break-preferably with a book in my hand-as of now, 20th Century Ghosts, by Joe Hill.
Go back to PACEs.
Get dismissed.
Aaaaaand…
Repeat.

I find that I can’t really enjoy the security some people derive from routine.

I think I’ve become used to spontaneity, somehow.
There’s something about it that keeps me from falling asleep.

Being unaware of what’ll happen?

Makes things exciting.

Perhaps another source of my inability to dish out some writing I am happy with is…

Well, something.

Yes.

Something indeed.

Hmm.

I best log off and begin to calm down.

One more day of brainwashing and then it’s the weekend-that’s all I’ve been doing my work for. o_o

My brain’s survived all these years, so…

It’s all good.

:)

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