Archive for June, 2009

Where am I?


I am glad that I have managed to keep myself grounded.
Aware.
Perhaps I can thank my efforts to be cynical.
They’re working.
Because despite of what I truly do think and feel, I can acknowledge the impermanence of things.
The chances of it all just falling apart.
Life and it’s happenings seem to come at you in bits and pieces.
Everything [...]


My depression is paroxsymal.
Never actually lasting, you know?
JustĀ a little while ago, I felt really down-for reasons beyond me, nonetheless.
Or maybe for reasons I am afraid to acknowledge.
Nevermind…
I am much too spaced out to want to think about this right now.


Lately?

18Jun09

Writer’s block.
Something is compelling me to try jumping over it, but it seems like too much to do.
Perhaps I can attribute my sudden lethargy to the derailment of my summer break.
I cut my hair. (this really bothers me)
I’m about to finish my first week of class.
And it all has me feeling so catatonic.
Like my life’s [...]


I am not a fan of uniformity and sameness…
I think I have a vague idea of how the members of Pink Floyd felt when they were making The Wall.
Ah well.
Just a worthless little thought…
Might just be forgotten tomorrow.
Life is alright.
I’ve been smiling a lot…
Hahaha.