Archive for April, 2009

Ad hoc.

30Apr09

People snap.
Shit happens.
These two statements mean something to me and how I have felt lately.
I am coming to terms with myself-I am not as angry…
Or at least I am trying to be.
I am trying to be understanding.
Differences:
These are what create and destroy all things. Differences separate. Differences unite…
Differences are what make all we know a [...]


I find myself at a place I know-if only a little bit…
I find myself stuck with my hangups.
And the only way I know to deal with them?
Make her understand just how hard it all was.
Show her what she did to me.
It’s the least I can do to even out everything they put me through.
As I [...]


Terminal?

29Apr09

With almost everything cleared up somewhat, I find it easier to accept it all.
About time I’ve managed to find understanding… Perhaps some closure, as well. :)
I feel like I can go on and on about everything, but at the same time, I am at a loss for words.
I do not know how to go about [...]


So I have no will to write, but at the moment I feel like forcing myself. XD
I’m blank as a slate, but I do want to get this out.
Such a hassle, all of these thoughts and such floating around in my head.
Like someone just let loose a shitload of super bouncy balls free into a [...]


Resignation.

23Apr09

I guess it’s for the better that I truly do let go in all aspects.
It’s worth saying that I do not want to do this.
This is the last thing I wanted to go to…
I wanted to keep my promises, so to speak.
But I guess there’s not much of a point.
Oh, dear future…
As usual, I await [...]