Archive for February, 2009
Apathy.
It seems that I have managed to rack up enough apathy to occasionally turn into an unfeeling, insensitive douche. :|
At least I can admit this, and am aware of it, but really…
Sometimes I find myself completely numb.
In a way, I do enjoy the detachment…
But those few fleeting moments where I do feel anything, are better [...]
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Tags: apathetic
I am.
I have noticed that I suffer from the same thing that my older brother, and mother, have.
Something, that, to quote my brother; “is both a blessing and a curse.”
I feel that I need to live up to everyone else’s expectations.
I should stop doing that. I need to stop helping people and wanting to do Every. [...]
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Tags: happy, hopeful, optimistic, sentimental
Feeling like I should.
Again my longing bothers me.
I can’t find much to preoccupy myself, though…
I feel like I am stuck, and at a bit of a loss here.
Sort of like all I can do is sit around and wait for everything to pass…
But that’s no fun.
Lethargy. There we go.
I keep getting lethargic, nowadays…
Perhaps going to skate might help.
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Tags: longing, melancholy
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I have again found myself questioning the integrity of what I stand on.
What I know.
Things are all over the place, to say the least…
Perhaps I should start with how my day began.
My dad called my cellphone, and went on this whole treatise about how my not wanting to wake up and so on meant that [...]
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Tags: thinking
Eyes wide with revelation.
I stumbled upon the single most random thing, today.
Zoë’s old Facebook profile’s back up… With it, all our old pictures.
I feel so foolish for scanning all of them.
Now I’m not going to sleep easy.
But, in a way, remembering was nice, I guess….
I have to admit, though.
It’s not entirely pleasant to realize you feel about someone [...]
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Tags: missing, sad
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