Archive for January, 2009
I wonder. :)
Don’t get me wrong-I’m happy. XD
But, reading what she wrote today left me wondering.
What exactly is she implying? :|
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Tags: happy, wondering
Finally. :)
It feels great to be happy, again.
My nonna talked to me today.
About this whole thing.
The amount that she knew surprised me. Hahah.
She told me of the conversation she had over dinner with a friend of Zoë’s mother…
And she told me that the whole thing really was just overreaction and misunderstanding.
It’s funny, though…
One of the things [...]
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Tags: content, happy, hopeful, optimistic
Transcendence?
I need to get past all of this.
I’m beginning to think that all I’m doing by keeping the way I feel is giving her more chances to fuck me up.
I find it hard to believe that she doesn’t want to hurt me.
Her anger is obvious-it’s just a shame that I feel she has it for [...]
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Tags: ponderous, thinking, wondering
Some things I want to say.
I’m sorry.
I may not necessarily feel that I should be, but my inevitably finding someone interesting hurt you to the point of you considering me not worth it.
So I apologize. :)
I am starting to find myself hopeful, again.
Hopeful about what lies ahead…
About all that will happen.
But, above all…
Hopeful that I will talk to you as [...]
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Tags: happy, random
I take it back.
She is still who I remember…
Those few lines brought me back, bittersweet as they might have been.
She spared me from doing something stupid.
I owe her for it.
Thank you.
I know why I go through every single day still aware of the fact that I love you.
You don’t know it, but you’ve just saved a life…
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Tags: happy, hopeful, optimistic, thanks
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