Ironic.
Yeah…
That one word seems to pervade my thought processes.
Life goes on.
Slowly and surely. -_-
I’m tired.
I should stop thinking for a bit.
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I realized something today.
I didn’t miss you at all.
No…
I only miss who you used to be.
Ironic, isn’t it?
I’m always here.
And it’s always because of your selfishness.
I’ve begun to believe that no matter how hopeless one feels for the time being, it will be remedied in all due time.
Human emotions are weak; such is our nature.
We are like this as a base property.
As one of our building bricks.
It’s sickening, really.
To be put through all this bullshit.
I wish I could feel normal again.
I miss normalcy.
I miss being able to smile day in and day out on my own volition.
If only I never had that faculty taken away from me.
I think I’m going to catch a little bit of sleep.
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I can’t help it.
But I often hope you feel guilt or anguish for what you’ve put me through.
Outbursts aside, I’ve been feeling rather out of it.
I can’t even write properly…
It’s proving very frustrating, honestly.
I still have class in a few hours.
I best be getting some sleep.
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So.
I’m feeling more unsettled than usual.
I usually compare my emotional state to an ocean;
Most times, I feel like I’ve got a very calm surface-all the violence lies in the undercurrent and such.
But at the moment, I feel like I’m being thrashed around in a storm.
I’m not entirely sure why.
In fact, I don’t really see very many reasons for me to be feeling like this. o_o
I’ll calm down soon.
As always…
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Some people are so busy running from their problems.
All they think is “I don’t want to deal with it so I’m going to leave it be.”
I’m guilty of this, admittedly, but…
The only thing someone is going to get out of ignoring immaterial problems (usually those on an emotional level) is more backfire later on.
I wish more people knew that.
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